A friend said this to me, "Manddy, a nice wish, I know you are a kind lady now !"
Maybe a little overated...but I take it as a compliment, thanks !
I do have a kind heart, I think I am also soft hearted too and I feel helpless and sad when I am unable to help friends easing them from the trouble and problem and bring back the happiness.
All I wished for this year and many more years is seeing more happy people around. Everyday, I will visualise friends having great smile on their faces. Honestly I don't know if it works that way, but sincerely that is all I wished for !
I have seen and been through sad days where I couldn't not feel the inner peace inside me, I felt helpless and I can't pick myself up. I really hate myself when I am down. I know I deserve a better life, and a lot more smile on my face. Sigh...don't want to see myself like this anymore !
Typically of me and anyone I think....haha, we feel sad when we hear bad news, or seeing someone feeling down. Deep down inside me, I really want happiness and being happy just for a few minutes a day can mean something to me. Aiyah..so easily satisfied !!
I often asked my self, what is the good thing I have done today ? By counting the blessing...you will feel good ! At times, I would think are they suffering as I do ? And how can I make them feel better or happier ? So that is when I will visualise a nice smile on the face :-)
Lately I haven't been happy.... thinking a lot and I have agonized over it. Finally, I overcome my fear by confronting it and I feel a sense of relief.
Though I wish for everyone to be happy, but it is still the mindset of the individual :
"Your attract what you hold in your mind. Your mind is a magnet"
Once again my wish for everyone be happy always !
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