Friends around me kept saying I am real good pretender ! Guess this is the way I hide my emotions in the past !
Show the brave face like nothing happened, but actually they know well that I am unhappy, sad and grief over many things that seems not working the way it should be. Friends asked me why do I pretend or hide, let it out and confront them...and I should feel better...but on the other hand, maybe it is just my nature that I dislike troubling others with my own problem.
Honestly I don't want to pretend, I never want to anyway. I am tired of this and I am sick of showing fake expressions. Hiding my true feeling and emotions inside my heart can be real pain, hugging the pillow, talk to my pillow angel......ouch ouch !
I sounded so negative in my post...maybe once this is written down, I know I don't have to fake anymore pretending I am fine cos I am really not fine sometimes only la.
Okay...final line for this post, I am ok now..haha so fake again :-)
Lastly a few lovely songs from The Platters to share with you !
The Great Pretender
Only You
I m sorry
Smoke gets in your eyes
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Friends.. i m ok really ! Smile :-)
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