Alone

Alone...very true I am all alone ! Haha...what is happening ???

Kids away and being alone for almost 3 weeks has not been easy for me.  It takes so much of test on me to deal with life.  It has never occur to me that I can't leave alone or maybe I have forgotten how to leave alone and enjoy the life being a single.  A friend told me when his wife is away, he declared independent and so happy being a single.  Maybe I am in a different position and being alone is not something I look forward to.

I have a good lunch today with my buddy who happened to find out about my situation...all she could say is I feel the stress that you are dealing with and I really don't know how you managed it and I really don't know how to help you.  And finally she said you are good at covering up...another hollywood award winner on the way !

Lately afterwork, I choose not to come home too early as I fear being all alone and feeling lonely. Sound terrible right..sigh ! What a life ???  But I strived and I managed though it has been awful and tonight I heard this song "Alone" and it brought back some memories and I would like to share with you !

Celion Dion - Alone

Another song that I enjoy listening to it...and though I am so tired after a long day, I just have 

to include this song...

Ray Conniff - She Believes In Me