Hi there, it has been a few months since my last post ! I still enjoy writing but work has been really busy. Thankfully for this and feel really grateful !
True love is only true when the feeling is mutual. Yet, it need not be expressed in words. When love is true, you just feel it ! TRUE LOVE MEANS PLANNING OUR LIVE FOR TWO..
About Me
- True love
- A lady with great sense of humour..love to laugh enjoy friends company, choose to live in current moment, forget about yesterday..like what a friend said to me tomorrow is mystery.. Happiness is a voyage...not a destination. "You must love in such a way that the person you love feels free"
Thursday, December 30, 2010
What is my scorecard for 2010 ?
Hi there, it has been a few months since my last post ! I still enjoy writing but work has been really busy. Thankfully for this and feel really grateful !
Friday, September 17, 2010
Finally it happened !
Saturday, June 26, 2010
A family vacation
Friday, June 4, 2010
One year ago
Friday, May 28, 2010
Happy Wesak Day 2010
Monday, May 24, 2010
New Journey
Saturday, May 15, 2010
The after divorce feeling
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Eventful Week - I have resigned, I have divorced
Firstly I have tendered my resignation after almost two years working in this company. A place that I have learnt new experienced no doubt about it. Unfortunately, it is the environment and the people (not all) that I just couldn't blend in well. When I first started working in this company, I encountered some age gap, and also the mentality and attitudes toward work is far different from my previous environment. However, after some discussion with the management, I tried and it was ok. Somehow in life, we need to move on and I decided to.
Now, the next decision or rather something decided almost two years ago finally concluded. My divorce proceeding since November 2008 has called it the day. It is 10 May 2010, we finally stood in front of the judge and accepted to dissolved the marriage vow that we made in 1997. When you are the registrar of marriage, you said "I Do", at the Family Court, you declare "I do...understand". It is that you understand your responsibility after the divorce. My first experience...hahahah obviously, the court is packed with all strangers other than your supporting family members, ex husband and the legal counsel. It is quite funny that the legal counsel read out what is agreed upon the petition to the whole audience....hahahaha, and ours seems to be the longest read!
After the court announced it will be legalised after 3 months, I suddenly asked myself if I have asked for a lot from him. Sadly, I feel the whole marriage turned bad was due to financial matter. Money seems to be in the way in life, and create obstacle and trouble for many. Business partner turned sour, employer not honoring what had been promised eg.. commission and salary, marriage couple coping with bills and financial commitment..
I have a life to live with three young kids..I need to organise our lives! My ex (officially certified today) was having small argument with me outside the court room. He raised some money matter of the past, and he claimed he is paying me more than what he used to provide the house. I asked myself again, he asked for divorce, he said he will provide etc..etc..and I asked for what I feel we deserved, and he agreed. However yesterday morning in the court, he sounded like I had put a gun at his head to agree, and seem to me I had forced it. Why is it still so unfair to me ? The petition is mutual and if one feels unacceptable, why accept ?
Whatever it is, the most disheartening is he never even asked about the children ? It is coming to three years and the only picture I have sent to him is probably 2 years ago and yet he shown no care or concern about them at all. Whatever is written in the petition about the access to visit the kids are bullshit. It was all written so that the divorce can pull through as he denied all access to the kids since the day he decided to divorce.
Ok..life move on, new chapter, new job and new life. The past has its closure and it is the future and the new journey that matters.
Everyday will be a beautiful day, blessed one and a grateful one.
With metta to all, especially family and friends that have been giving me lots of moral support.
Monday, May 3, 2010
A Conference To Remember
Friday, April 16, 2010
Damage Control Day
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Buddha Said No !
I asked Buddha to take away my 'bad' habits.
Buddha said, No.
It is not for me to take away,
but for you to give it up.
I asked Buddha to make my handicapped whole.
Buddha said, No.
Your spirit is whole, and your body is only temporary.
I asked Buddha to grant me Patience.
Buddha said, No.
Patience is a byproduct of tribulations;
it isn't granted, it is learned.
I asked buddha to give me Happiness.
Buddha said, No.
I give you blessings;
Happiness is up to you.
I asked buddha to spare me Pain.
Buddha said, No.
Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to enlightenment.
I asked Buddha to make my spirit grow.
Buddha said, No.
You must grow on your own, but I will prune you to make you fruitful.
I asked Buddha for all things
that I might enjoy life.
Buddha said, No.
I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things.
I asked Buddha to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me.
Buddha said... Ahhhh,
finally you have the idea!!!
If you love others as much as you would have love yourself, send this to those you know.
THE DAYS ARE YOURS &
DON'T WASTE IT AWAY.
May The Blessings of the Buddhas be with You always,
'To the world you might be one person,
But to one person you just might be the world'
'May Buddha Bless you and keep you safe always,
May Buddha's radiance shine upon you,
And give you Peace, Health & Prosperity always'
'Good friends are like stars....
You don't always see them, But you know they are always there.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Loveless Family
Happy Children
Thursday, March 25, 2010
沒那麼簡單
尤其是在 看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安 只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫
沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看
變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單 一久也習慣
不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管
感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發裡
相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經
沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看
變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單 一久也習慣
不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管
感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發裡
相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經
相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經
想念最傷心 但卻最動心 的記憶
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Stressful March
Life is so tough especially when all these unexpected expenses got on me. I almost feel suffocating with the situation. Just when I thought my car is ready to take me miles without much problem, it is just unfortunate and it needed another repair.
Now comes the maid issue, she is due to go home in March but due to all this nonsense with the Indonesian maid that both governments hadn't come to agreement, we, those who really need a maid to look after the children are suffering. Some had to go for Cambodian maid that who hardly speak English and it takes about 3 - 6 months to understand each other. I can't afford this and to hire a Filipino will be too expensive for me and next option or no option is to wait for the release of the Indonesian maid and this is unknown when.
My maid is happy to extend a few months for me but still I have to pay a bloody big amount for her renewal. And from my many years experience of hiring Indonesian maid, when they are due to go home, their behaviour is questionable, they are not as hardworking and all sort of problem will arise. My poor kids are in her hands ! In any case, I have to prepare almost RM10k for the next application ! I wish I don't have to depend on them.
Last but not least, the job that pays my salary isn't coming along well. Felt really not motivating after 21 months with the company. I have been busy this month and reasons why I am not motivated ? I have the answer..Sad but.....
What to do...I have so much stress to deal with ! This is a post of letting out my frustration after not writing for so long. Wish I am writing something that is beautiful about my life but got to let this out and move on to seek better life.
Good night all !
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
The Lucky Ones
I know exactly what to do
And if I'm temperamental
You calm me down and you pull me through
We are the lucky ones
We have one another
When the end of the day has come
I return to you
Life can be so demanding
Sometimes it's hard to make it through
It's love and understanding
You give to me, I give to you
Our own fairy tale
Our favorite bedtime story
One that we won't forget
We fell in love
We knew from the start
We'd always be together
The first time that we met
Can't forget
All alone in the setting sun
I'll have you and you'll have me
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Good or Bad
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Chinese New Year 2010
Gong xi fa cai to all !
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Having an affair
Once you get yourself stable, you can reach out !
Friday, January 29, 2010
I am so sick
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Parents Orientation Day
Today is the parent orientation day for my baby girl's kindergarten. I attended and found a lot of goodness in it. Even though I have two other older kids, I don't remember I have attended such event, maybe they called it differently such as meet the parents day, purely for the purpose of collecting report cards.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Detaching soon
Sunday, January 17, 2010
What a stressful week
Monday, January 11, 2010
Sunday, January 10, 2010
When you fail
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Coping with life
Monday, January 4, 2010
A walk down the memory lanes
Friday, January 1, 2010
十全十美的祝福
一帆风顺、
二龙腾飞、
三羊开泰、
四季平安、
五福临门、
六六大顺、
七星高照、
八方来财、
九九同心、
十全十美、
百事亨通、
千事吉祥、
万事如意!
New 2010
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