Sometimes I wonder if I should post some of my past here !
I have been thinking a lot, now that I am into my 40s, I beginning to ask a lot of self realisation questions. And I feel since I started to have this life journal written, it helps me to see who I truly am, and what I truly seek and want.
Some part of my life is now history but I thought it would be good to have them recorded here, so that I could read them over and over again, to re-examine and understand what happened then.
It is not about me staying on with the past, it is really not my wish to remember the past, especially those very painful and hurtful ones, but it is a way to remember them as a chapter in my life. It is really time to leave the main chapter in my life....
Perhaps, I will start to write something about me and my husband ! Even though we are about to end our relationship amicably soon, he definitely has been someone in my life. I feel by writing this part of my life here, it helps me to totally let go of the past which I had let go...and soon it will be all over.
I have been thinking a lot, now that I am into my 40s, I beginning to ask a lot of self realisation questions. And I feel since I started to have this life journal written, it helps me to see who I truly am, and what I truly seek and want.
Some part of my life is now history but I thought it would be good to have them recorded here, so that I could read them over and over again, to re-examine and understand what happened then.
It is not about me staying on with the past, it is really not my wish to remember the past, especially those very painful and hurtful ones, but it is a way to remember them as a chapter in my life. It is really time to leave the main chapter in my life....
Perhaps, I will start to write something about me and my husband ! Even though we are about to end our relationship amicably soon, he definitely has been someone in my life. I feel by writing this part of my life here, it helps me to totally let go of the past which I had let go...and soon it will be all over.
4 comments:
You are still trapped inside your past, unable to leave behind the memory.
Since the relationship is approaching to the end soon, you need to dust yourself off and move on your life....
Jason.
yeah....過了就好了 !
be strong !
過了就好
天己經亮了
咖啡也冷了
卻不覺得累了牆上鐘停了
離開幾天了
怎麼還會捨不得
你一聲抱歉
一句再見
幾乎粉碎
我的信念
可是我卻沒能去駁回
讓你誤導一切
冰箱清空了
煙灰缸丟了
電話刪了
照片不看了
再沒有什麼值得我們紀念
生活只要慢慢的自然
慢慢的習慣
獨立的睡眠
心收好了
偶爾想起的
只是那幾年
過了就好
心不再煎熬
哭過之後我也可以微笑
過了就好
就算是跌倒
我會相信遇見另一個擁抱
過了就好
痛苦會變少
傷過之後才能更清醒思考
過了就好
那心酸的味道
我會記得
平凡
簡單
的美好
Hi Jason,
Thanks for the encouragement...
Honestly, it is really not easy to say I have or I haven't actually. I will surely move on and continue to smile as I often do !
Have a good day :)
Hi Anonymous,
过了就好。。。我深信一定会的 ！谢谢你！祝你的每一天是愈快的！
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